If I lose her before I gain her I’m gonna go insane. . My hearts in no condition to severe this kinda pain.. It just finish mending.. It’s barely comprehending. . I’m trying but I’m failing and her heart is slowly sailing. . I’m trying my best but I have not much left.. cuz the pieces of my shattered heart in the wrong place they’re set. . don’t go don’t leave just believe in me cuz i believe in you and cross my heart thats the truth… sigh smh
maybe I’m outta my league. . once again. . smh lol
. . Co-Captain . .
I think I finally risked the fall and I’m finally flying. . Finally sailing and i got my co captain with me. . I just hope the ship doesn’t run into the iceberg and I have to live a Titanic because I can’t swim and I can’t survive the cold. . The ship just departed, why is this already on my mind. . I’m just preparing for the worst but hoping for the best. . But I can already see the waves and the sky is beautiful. . it’s also the limit. . or so they say. . I think I’ll reach for the stars and if I fall short then I’ll touch the sky.. well me and my co captain. . <3
=)
. . Random Thoughts . .
and you grabbed my hand. . and i grabbed my heart. . and my body shook as it fell apart. . cuz for the first time i was sure this was what i was. . a sapiosexual being falling in love. . not with you well at least not yet but i fell in love with myself as a person i never met. . i found myself tonight and i knew cuz it felt right. . although the world would beg to differ only i knew it was wrong as i was quick to shiver. . and i was quick to touch. . cuz to rub your thighs i yearned so much. . open minded open doors.. when you walk in you wet my floors. . you wet my lips and think the fact we have yet to kiss. . and as you grabbed my hands i realize this was what i was the whole time . . this is what was missing. . i kept dying the truth and now as i look back.. and analyze my youth. . i destined to be the lover that you see the one with the open mind. .the one with a heart so kind yet so cold yet so bold and for my age a heart so old. . if only these could explain themselves . .if only these pure words could help. . but these words won’t help you understand you never can. . so say just what you must miss. . but these words don’t give my story justice
K.Brad
The conversation between your fingers and someone else’s skin. This is the most important discussion you can ever have.
I Wrote This for You (via jessieautumn)
(Source: fleurishes)
